huhu lambat lagi

...Its raining early in the morning here at KK and i hate it becuz:

1).. its weekdays and i had to get up to go to work..if it is a weekend ill be sleeping still, covered with my comfy smelly blanket hehe :P
2) ..early morning rain make the traffic so so damn slow
3)..i feel sleepy
4)...i do not have the energy to go through today :D..(what a silly excuse that is)
5)..the fact that if the rain stops before lunch time, ill have to attend an inspection with the client in the afternoon and the route will all be muddy...uwahhh
6).. and i mostly hated it today not just becuz of the weather but also becuz my period is already due for 4 days and i just could not stop myself from doing the UPT and it came out -ve......

huhuhu

Year 2012 Cycle No.5, Day 30

....Adoyai, kena attack flu sama batuk,kepala pun berat semacam, bagus kalau pregnancy simptom ni hehe...

Life when TTCing

When i first got married, i thought that when you Bd with your hubby, bleh terus pregnant ni.Since i was already 27 that time, i thought "..mo terus cuba pregnant lah"..I still remember, every month i tested for upt.Again and again and again, all came negative, huhu, so damn dissappointing..
2 to 3 months, when people started asking, "..ada telinga2 sudah?", "Ada isi sudah?..", we can still say, alah, awal lagi ba ni, mo honeymoon dulu, ..kononlah!..1 year later, my mom already ask me wether i would consider to adopt children??!!, thats when the real pain begins..everytime i go for wedding receptions , people say"..aik belum ada lagi, anak sa begini begitu la, tis and that..."uwaah, i cannot stand it.At some point of time, i dont attend any reception anymore.At first my mom bising2 juga, saying"..nanti kalau ko buat apa2 ocassion, teda org datang tu!"..i say, what the heck, im tired of hearing those question about babies over and over again. Incident yang paling sa nda bleh lupa adalah yang ada anty saturang ni pi pegang perut sa, tanya ada isi sudah ka belum..OMG, sa sangat lah PANAS!, ramai lagi pula org masa tu...

During my 3rd year of marriage, sa pindah tempat keja baru, this place, colleague sa kebanyakan lelaki and sudah "SENIOR". Oleh kerana sebelum sa join ni company, sa sudah slalu berurusan dengan dorang,so kira sudah biasalah sangat..dorang ni kalau cerita pasal hal 18sx bukan pandai tapis2 lagi..dorang slalu cakap dengan sa.."..ko ni blum ada anak pasal ko nda pandai ba, teknik salah!.." this is a much polite sentence to rephrase dorang punya real sentence...2 tahun sa join dorang, dengar this sort of thing, so macam lali sudah telinga sa..But the best thing about dorang, they never say it directly that it felt harsh on my feeling, instead they made it some sort of crazy jokes, so i wouldn't take it too personally...But in other short words, they have taught me that this thing, no matter what everyone say, it means nothing and it brings to me no harm..except on my feelings which, im supposed to be able to control with positive thinking...Adoi na, apa sa cakap ni, berbelit-belit lah pula!..hehe

Nowadays, i have rejoined back my previous company, i have somehow became immune to this question.."ko belum ada anak lagi??!!"..recently when i attended a joint inspection with our client and representatives from Government Dept, the client's GM asked me.."so, apa k.abar anak?..I said,"huh, anak?Anak kucing ka bos?.."lol", he said" aik, sorry! i ve mistaken you with somebody else :D.."..and then i replied him.."ok ba bos .." with a sincere smile..hehe..berhati baik lah konon ni @..@..Even di office, if orang tanya pasal tis issue, i just say, I dont have the time :p

Sekarang i just concentrate on my work, my treatment and also usaha cari anak angkat..Saturday, Sunday kalau nda bersengkang mata buat keja di ofis, I watch a lot of movies and japanese anime....siang malam download movies..hehe...

I dont mingled a lot with the rest of my female colleague at my office anymore..Morning i came in, do my work, call consultants, sub-cons, go for meeting and pulang SHARP at 5 o'clock..hehe

Hujung minggu after gaji, pi jalan2 sama hubby, leaving all my worries behind....go makan sushi, go makan hotpot, go and look for best restaurants which offers good food

All i want to do now is look forward for my treatment,live happily , think positive and the rest of the world whom are not welcomed for being over-concerned of my situation of not having kids yet can can mind their own business

always ask for your purchase receipt...

Tadi lepas balik dari tingu wayang sama hubby,hubby singgah 7 Eleven beli roti utk sarapan sama rokok.Barang2 yg kami ambil:

1. swiss roll
2. pringles sour cream chips
3. minute maid pulpy orange and
4. 1 bungkus rokok..

kira punya kira, cashier bilang RM30.90...

hubby bilang...????..."printout tu receipt, saya mo tingu.."

cashier bilang ,sebelum handover tu receipt sama hubby.."alah bos, sorry, ada TER punch sekali Digi reload RM5.."

apa lagi ,hubby terus hambur ja sama tu cashier.."..kamu mo tipu ka ni??!!"

nah, kurang ajar betul o,dorang mo pok silap saja...kalau hubby sa nda alert and minta tu receipt, blehlah dorang reload pi handphone dorang tu kan..

so pengajaran nya, kena congak dulu brapa harga barang yg kita mo bayar and kena minta resit ,supaya nda di tipu..:D